`[[ .:: d y D y ::. ]]`

muh life*

2005-01-25T13:45:00.000-08:00

im in school n0w. hahas. funny? hmmm .

thats all. no mood to blog . *

last of all :: i wanna say . i love all muh darrling gurlfrens // iris . yan . pie . ah sok . always will be ..

life is so boring! - haiis .

2004-12-26T09:45:00.000-08:00

Pie Pie And Me

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2004-12-10T21:21:00.000-08:00

hmmmm //
t0day went t0 meet pie pie cherlyn . then when i was getting ready . it rained. omg* hahas. heavy rain . then went braddell mrt dere t0 took a cab. then went over to pie pie hse t0 pick her up . then went th0mson t0 find his boi . then went Mac t0 slack. t0k craps. then after eating. to0k a cab d0wn t0 orchard. then pie pie's boi went cine. then pie and me went heeren t0 meet QianRu. then went Gai Gai. after that went Take. went Guess. saw da handbag. s0 nicee! hahas. then pie have. then ch00se da c0lour. hahas. then decided t0 g0 Paragon.t0 see whether gort other col0urs. then b0ught the Guess handbag dere. hmmm. then went back t0 Heeren t0 take neo prints. hahas.went Gai Gai again. went LiPs cafe.n0thing much t0 eat. decided to go cine de cafe // ate dere.

haii.miss my bao beii boii so s0o much //
DeAr Arhs. if you happen to see this. i wanna tell y0u im sorry. ok? i kn0w i shouldn't spend to0 much. i kn0w//
s0rry oks? *iLU*

haii.tml w0rking. haii.cant see dEAr till evening // miss Him .. //

2004-12-10T08:08:00.001-08:00

Angels

2004-12-10T08:08:00.000-08:00

Butterflies Dreams

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2004-12-05T17:48:00.000-08:00

its been a l0ng time since i blog..d0no y..i jus don feel like blogging //
hahas. hmmm..im n0w at my DeAr's hse.. waiting f0r him t0 get ready..
then gonna meet cas. zhao. jianhe. francis. then g0 my family de chalet.. hahas //
went orchard jus n0w. went t0 buy YanQin's bdae present.. kekes..
t0day is Ya Jie. Yueli's bdae.. happy bdae ya Jie! hahas.

*i d0n mind being called a bitch. becos. a so called bitch is being hate by th0se LoW CLASS PEOPLE // *
fr0m* PiePie's blog..

hahas..g00d quote.. i like it.. hahas.. //
gonna stop here le.. nth much to blog..
takee carre.. // -

[[` d y D y `]]

2004-11-16T00:29:00.000-08:00

hmmm..i feel much better t0day..after patching things up with him..
i went t0 l00k f0r him when i w0ke up at 3 pm.. acc him study until 7 plus..
then he acc me go take bus h0me..
haii..days are s0 b0ring..g0nna start w0rk s00n..
n0thing much t0 bl0g..g0nna st0p here..

thanks ChEr!! f0r being there f0r me! ('',)

d e a r * i l 0 v e u ...
.:: im a l w a y s l 0 v i n g u // n o m a t t er w a t h a p p e n s ::.

.: DyDy Me :.

2004-11-14T16:42:00.000-08:00

14*11*04--------TeArY .: DyDy :.

sickening day..im on the verge 0f breaking d0wn..
a needle is all i see in mY heArt..wAT flows 0ut iS n0t Bl00d..its teArs..

wat eLse cAN i d0? n0thinG..im hEre..RecAlliNg th0se mem0riEs i 0nce hAd wiTh y0uu..
yeSterdAy wAs s0 swEet..t0dAy..?? i d0n wiSh t0 sAy ANythInG.. i cAnt deScriBe mYseLF..

whErE dId thiNgs g0 wr0nG? wHEn did It hAppEn?
i D0nt KN0w..iF i kNEw..thiNgs w0uldn't tuRn 0ut thIS wAy...

. : : * Ai Li Chuang Wai Yue Lai Yue Yuan
Xie Zhe Da Yu Na Yi Ye
W0 Ku H0ng Shuang Yan
Ni Mei Y0u Bu Dui
Wo Zai Fa Xian W0 Wu Li Wan Hui

W0 Xiang La Shang Chuang Lian
W0 Xiang Pi Shang Shuang Yan
Zi Shi W0
Bu Xiang Kan Dao Chuang Wai Guo Qu De Qing Jie * : : .

the pr0mises i mAde.. i did my beSt t0 FufIl it.. im willing t0 try hArdEr n hArdEr..aGAin n AgAin..im Willing t0 withstAnd wAT '0thErs' sAy..im willinG t0 h0ld baCk my teARs...im tryiNg t0 Be stR0ngEr dAy bY dAy..im willing t0 d0 all things y0u ask me t0.. wHy dID i d0 all ThiS?

y0u've huRt me deep enough tis Time r0unD..
dEEp tIll..y0u cAn NevEr EVa IMagInE.. deEp tIll..therEs n0 bLood..N0 teArs...OnlY silENcE..

My heArt n SoUl..Is WithEriNg.. <3

.: DydY :.

2004-11-13T16:18:00.000-08:00

13*11*04

s0 l0ng since i bl0g. hahas. hmmm. later..im g0ing 0ut with My g00d fren..Hmmm..('',)
yesterday.. was the last day i have t0 g0 t0 sch00l this year..yeahs..so happy..

ChEr ArHs.. i l0vee y0uu t00!! hahas.. My piE pIe! ('',)
u mUS jIa y0h horHS! uR 0'LeveLS lei!! u cAn d0 iT de!
aND yUp.i Will n0t f0rget Our Pr0Mise De! kekes..

g0ing t0 g0 bAth Le.. TaTa.. ('',)

Jeal0us?..irritating.. ppl who do things behind ppl's back....

* dyDy'll aLwAys l0vE y0u *

2004-11-04T21:09:00.001-08:00

hmmm. hahas. (''.)

im at HiS h0uSe.hahas.jus return fr0m CaSs h0use.hahas.with IrIs.sInteCk.CassIDy.IvAn.sHixIng.JoyCeLyn.JuNzha0.
hmmm.wanted to watch PrIncESs DiArY 2. BuD. hAii..sold Out. haiii.

Then went t0 buy f00d f0r deAr thEy All.Jus reAch His h0use. watching My fAv0uritE sh0w 'The chAmpioNs' Hmmm.so nice! watChed S'pore id0Ls jus N0w. SlY! hahas....

i miSs mY deAr s00 muCh!! fInAlly cAn gEt t0 sEe Him! ('',)

EverydAy iS s0 tirInG. haii. hAve t0 g0 t0 sK0Ol.haii...

<3

TiLl eTerNiTy. me + y0u *

n0 mAtter wAt hAppeNs. i'll AlwAys L0ve Y0u//

* dyDy'll aLwAys l0vE y0u *

2004-11-04T21:09:00.000-08:00

2004-10-30T15:06:00.000-07:00

its been a long long time since i blog.hahas. hmmm.
ppl skool holiday le. me? still have to go back to school f0r bridging program.haii.
then arhs. there are some childish ppl out there! who are simply so so DISGUSTING lorhs. Oh My God.feel like vommiting every time i see them. walao.suay.
these ppl arhs.only noe how to tok behind ppl's back.only noe how to act. pls la.don tink u guys really that great lo. u are just a piece of shit. shitty shit. hate me? let me tel u. i hate u more then u hate me!! this kind of ppl horhs. i pity them.
watever that u wanna say abt me? say it. i don give a damm. n u'll be sorry if i treat u back the same way.
i m so irritated by those childish ppl.damm it.they will get their retributions.
u have nothing to let me copy. n i cant.i don wan to be like you.if im like you.im better of dead.
so.why whould i wan to copy u? pls la.use ur brains.

im going t0 meet my deAr later.hahas. yeah. (._.)

g00d luck to Him. ChErLyn.
study hArd! Jia You!

2004-10-23T21:25:00.000-07:00

hahas.im at my DeAr's Hse! im so happy! i saw him le! hahas.
i l0vee Him!! omg.hahas.miss Him so so much* lalala`

hmmm.My Pie Pie.hahas.i miss her.hahas. hMmm. nvm PIe!! i will wait f0r u de!
hahas. ok? KekEx*

im so bored AT home!! im g0ing CrAzy! tml.maybe g0ing swimming. hmmm. hehes.with hu? 0f c0s is my deAr deAr.hahas.
yeAh! (._.)

MondAy* my dAy. OmG. my resuls c0ming Out.then.i will go crazy! flunk! hahahs. haii *

k la.g0nna stop le**

PiePie : ReM t0 study hArd horhs// i will supp0rt u De!! *

.: *i l0vee My deAr * :.

::. dyDy .::

23*10*04
09.25pm

211004

2004-10-21T14:13:00.000-07:00

haha. yesterday went orchard. with PiePie cherlyn.hahas.

met her at 0230.hmmm.then walk n walk.took neoprints.hehes.

then after that pei her buy those roxy jam thingy n necklace.hahas.my leg gonna break le.hahas.

then horhs.after all those shopping.went wisma to buy cookies for my deAr dearrr.hahas.yeah.

i miss him so much!!!! hahahas..i going crazy le!! so boring.

hmmm.Pie arhs.you muzt study hard!!

dEar dEar arhs.u oso ok? i will wait for u de! hehes.

Hmmm.n0w arhs. at yAnqIn h0uSe.s0 l0ng nv see her le.hahas.my best fren lehs.hahas.

com spoil.seldom blog.haii.

hmmm.then yesterday saw those ppl that i hate to see //

omg.hahas. suay*those ppl ahrs.walao.nothing to say lehs.aiyo.

yup.i still hate myself.nv change one bit.

haii.i hate myself. i really do.haii //

y m i still here?

everyday is so boring.without HiM* it ll always be so boring.useless.n tired.

haiii.ny com spoil!!! so sian!!! * (._.)

*.+. i l0vEe HiM .+.*

*i cant live without You*

___dyDy L0vess Him *___ <3>

2004-10-20T08:28:00.001-07:00

ChEr & dYdY

2004-10-20T08:28:00.000-07:00

Dream..

.:: bRoKeN sMiLe ::.

2004-10-16T15:10:00.000-07:00

`been 5 days since i blog. anyway.n0b0dy reads.n0 difference //
n0 time.com beakd0wn. have t0 study //
im usless
im weak
i have a family
but a br0ken family

i hate myself *

y m i still here in this world ?
bec0s of *hIm*
everything g0es wr0ng in my life//
im crying. but wat's da use? n0thing helps//
im withering jus like a fl0wer.with0ut all th0se water n nutrients.i cant live any l0nger *
im g0ing crazy.exams are still n0t over. n i have so many pr0blems awaiting me.

*im bearing all th0se pain n tears.
just bec0s 0f you* theres n0thing i cant bear.kn0wing that y0u will be dere //*

*wat i can only see is pain*
shan't tok anymore.n0 point.n0body understands.n0body reads*

.+. cried like hell jus now.luckily i have *hIm*
i noe. i jus have to be str0ng. things are jus gonna be the same as wat it used to be.
i cant do anything .+.

.:: deAr`` u re my everything ::. thanks f0r everything dArLinG *

[[.:: the gal with the broken smile :: shes crying ::. ]]

2004-10-12T00:32:00.000-07:00

haii.its so late n0w.n im still studying.its n0t that im hardw0king ok.its just that i cant get any 0f da facts int0 my head! tml is my bio n chinese paper 2.omg.i g0t a headache.

t0day arhs.da math paper was s00 s0 difficult! i was l00king at da paper as if i can find answers like thaT? wat t0 do.its MATHs.hahas.the eng paper was s00 soo.h0pe i can pass.hehes.

im missing My deAR al0t n0w.2 days nv See Him le.haii.

Just n0w.in msn.theres 0ne pers0n.in fact 2 hu added me.n 0ne 0f em impose as `HER`
oh my.i t0t it was her at first.later.then i realised.i was jus dreamin.i simply just miss her t00 much.till n0 words can describe.haii. i cried.ap0n kn0wnin that that pers0n isn't `HER` //

y must that pers0n lie? my heart br0ke.when i knew that it was not HER.haii.when will my wish come true? i miss her al0t. al0t. when can u eva get t0 see her again? in my next life?

i just wanna live happily eva after//

can u see? im crying.i miss u loads //
i didn't cry t0 make u c0me back//
i cried just bec0s i miss y0uu. n that im still waiting f0r ur return//
ill be rite here.waiting f0r y0uu .

`haii. im g0in crazy `

* ::dArLiNg :: ` i l0vee y0uu ` *

*tReaSure EveRy sIngLE pers0n Ar0und Y0uu //eSp y0ur L0ve 0nes*
<3>

:: *PlS c0me bACk` y0uu cAn mAke mE Wh0le AgAin* ::

111004

2004-10-11T22:17:00.000-07:00

hmmm.tml is my eng paper 2 n math paper 1. omg!!
hahahas. well.im trying to study.but i cant.hahas.always thinking 0f wat t0 buy.where t0 g0.hahas.hmmm.i like that `Ad0re Di0r` top.hehes.n that `MNg` casual t0p.hmmm.hahas.

cant spend t00 much.hahas.mus be m0re spendthrift.hahas. (._.)

0hh.im retaking my acc0unts paper 0n next m0nday.0h g0sh.g0nna study again.hahas.c0s 0f the wr0ng timing.s0 its rather n0t fair.we haven complete our paper.hahas.that's y.

lalala`im s0 laggy.hahahas.well.im b0rn lazy.

i l0vee my DeAr.loads.hahas.
.:deAr :.
i jus wanna tell y0uu.alth0ugh that incident really hurt me deep.But my l0vee f0r u has Nv eva change a bit.it still remains the same.i SweAr.`n0thing eVa cHaNges.`

.`pRinCess DyDy` will always l0ve y0uu`. <3>
`g00d luck! t0 th0se taking their exams! <3`

111004

2004-10-11T12:46:00.000-07:00

back` jus reached h0me.s0 lazy t0 study f0r tml's paper.but i hav to.haii.

haii.t0day is my m0i chinese paper 1 n acc0unts paper 2.
omg.im sure i flunk.hahas.the teacher.MR LEE s0 ke lian.he new.s0 ppl keep bullying him.i hate th0se big bully.think he/she damm big or great.omg.pls la.

d0no how to d0 my acc0unts.f0rg0t all th0se formats when i saw the exam paper.hahas.same f0r chinese.hahas.im stupid.i n0e.(._.)

t0day.met ChErLyn in the canteen.actually n0t really meet larhs.c0s she with her frens.i jus went d0wn t0 buy green tea.then went back t0 da class.f0r exams //

h0pe mr lee will be excused fr0m th0se sc0ldings.hes inn0cent.its n0t his fault // pls.may G0d bless him// he's a nice teacher//

.:* da w0und is still dere.i cant heal it.im tryin.im n0t blaming y0uu.im jus blaming myself f0r n0t being str0ng en0ugh // *:.
.:*i stiil l0vee youu like i used t0. n0thing ever changes.the only thing that changes.is that i hav an0ther w0und.a w0und s0 deep s0 deep // *:.

*/.`n0thing will ever change my l0vee f0r y0uu`.//*

Wo You Duo Me De Ai Ni
Ni Yong Yuan Bu Hui Liao Jie//
Zai Wo Huo Zhe De Mei Yi Tian
Dou Zhi Shi Wei Le Ni //
Wo Bu Neng Mei You Ni

l0ving y0uu DeArLy // <3
12.46pm

.:LeaveMeAlone:.

2004-10-10T13:30:00.000-07:00

`LeaveMeAlone` im useless.im n0thing but a f00l.

`he` br0ke my heart.n i d0n0 ware `she` is n0w.she cant be here t0 make me feel better.im all alone here.By the place.where my heart br0ke.i cant g0 on.im useless.i cant start anew.

my <3 is br0ken.y must tis happen? i gave all my heart n s0ul int0 it.and.wat ends up? n0thing.jus tears n w0unds i can nv repair.
im n0t blaming him f0r breaking my heart.im n0t.im just blaming myself f0r living in tis w0rld.im just blaming myself f0r being s0 weak.can i start anew?

u can never imagine how terrible n isolated i feel//
n0b0dy can help me.
only MYSELF//
But.wat can i do? when im still standing be the side where u left me with a br0ken heart?

i cant sleep.i cant eat.i cant drink.i cant smile.
my eyes are still swollen.fr0m yesterday.i t0ld u.i hate crying.
Crying does n0t help. n0thing chenges.even if i cry.but.i jus cant help it.wheneva i tink 0f da happy m0ments with him...im just s0 contented t0 be with him.
i have NEVER regreted being with youu.AND.i have NEVER regreted L0vING youu.
the only thing that i regret n the only thing that i wanna ask the stars...is t0 y have i n0t kn0wn youu earlier...

n0w..
i don feel like crying.My tears are running out.Can youu hear me//

im uselss.stupid.im n0thing but a FOOL //
i`ve lost all trust in a chemical r0mance //
my only hope is t0 c u smile //
im still treasuring youu day by day//

Im N0thing But A Fool //
im TIRED 0f Livin In tis Miserable W0rld //

101004

2004-10-10T00:48:00.000-07:00

haii.im feelin s0 terribel.i have a br0ken family.i hate tis.i hate all this.
i have a smile.but a br0ken smile.
i l0vee my dear.i really d0.
i l0vee my family.but its n0t 0f any use.n0thing helps.
i l0vee my frens.i treasure them loads.but i dono ware `she` is n0w.
i cant smile.
feel like crying.but i cant.i g0t t0 be str0ng.i must.

m0nday is my exams. and im still s0 lazy.i cant study.n0thing g0es int0 ma mind.luckily i have my dear n his frens.t0 pull me thru.thanks.
thanks-----> SinTeck.JunZhao.Ray.
thanks.im stupid.s0rry//

wat m i d0ing.im making a mess 0ut 0f my life.terrible.haii.

//da girl with da br0ken smile//
me`
`i l0vee my dear.
`i miss `u` t00.pls take care.im still waiting//

2004-10-09T10:56:00.000-07:00

dYdY

2004-10-09T09:43:00.000-07:00

mY pIe PiE

2004-10-09T09:41:00.000-07:00

dYdY

081004

2004-10-09T00:08:00.000-07:00

jus reached h0me.jus now when t0 meet my uncle in da evening. he passed me da lv bag.hahas.so happy//

then went to meet my dear.went j8.ate dinner.pasta mania.yummy.hahas.
then went Gai Gai.hahas.shop f0r awhile.then saw ivan.angela.xingyun n huimin.hahas.then crap n slack with em for an h0ur or s0//then acc them g0 buy m0vie ticket.dear didn't noe whether t0 go an0t.hahas.
then in the end,he decided n0t to g0.c0s he tired.hahas.

tml.g0nna g0 study.haii.s0 boring.study study study//im g0ing mad.haii.g0nna slp le.s0 tired.g00d nite.kekes//

//dydy l0vess y0uu//
12.08am //midnight.

081004

2004-10-08T15:16:00.000-07:00

haii.my eng paper n ss paper t0day.i studied the chapter sri lanka n noethern ireland.bud nv c0me out.hahas.whereas when i didn't study (diplomacy n deterance),(merger n separati0n)and(internati0nal conflicts)they came out! omg.im dead.sure fail le.haii.haii.anyway 0s0 0ver le.hai hai haii 0s0 n0 use.hehes.jus h0pe that i can pass.as f0r the english paper.i was writing craps.omg.the title:Fears * omg.crap crap crap//hahas

t0day met cHeRLyn at sk00l canteen.waited f0r her.then she t00k her medicine.pass me da pink cardigan// kekes.thanks Pie! hehes. shes still pale.h0pe she get well s00n. i want0 see my bubbly pie pie! hehes. (._.)

k.then went f0r exams.wr0te till my hand nearly burst.hahas.t00 much t0 write le.hahas.i see ppl sleeping.omg.how t0 sleep? i gt t00 much things t0 write le.haven even write finish.then have to hand in le.hahas.g0ne case.hahas.
monday is accounts paper 2 n chinese paper 1.again.my hand gonna burst.hahas.mus study!! hmmm.

after exams.went to mit my mum.ate.then went h0me to slp.hahas.jus wake up.hahas.later.yeahs!! g0nna mie deAr.he arhs.n0w playing maj0ng with his frens.hahas.i g0nna g0 s0merset t0 mit my uncle.he g0nna pass me the lv bag.lalala.yeahs//hahas.can mit my deAr le.
but.can only have fun t0day.tml n sunday mus STUDY!! hahas.yes! study! ('',)

:: D y D y says ::
i l0vee my family.
i l0vee my deAr.
i l0vee My PiePie.CherLyn.
i l0vee my g00d frens.
i treasure every single 0ne 0f y0uu! <3

03.16pm //

2004-10-08T09:22:00.000-07:00

dYDy

2004-10-08T08:58:00.000-07:00

dYDy

2004-10-08T08:54:00.000-07:00

Jun Jie So Cute

2004-10-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

9 months anniversary

071004

2004-10-07T19:49:00.000-07:00

---today---> day bef0re the first paper starts

0h my g0d. having headache n0w.d0n feel well.tml is my first paper.n im still n0t gettin things int0 ma mind.omg.g0ne case.
n0t intending t0 bl0g.g0nna g0 study.

// h0pe CheRLyn gEts well s00n //

l0vee my DeAr.s0 much s0 much.till y0u cant imagine// <3
07.49 pm *

061004

2004-10-06T19:45:00.000-07:00

haii.PiePie t0day still didn't c0me sk00l.aiy0.shes sick.really sickk lehs.PiePie.Mus tAke cAre oks? u'll Be Fine De.i'll Be rite Here.IF u nid me.i'' Be hEre. ok?

Hmm.After sk00l.actually gt math remedial.But t00 bad,Miss W0ng gt the sec 4s m0derati0n excerise.S0 the less0n Has t0 be cancelled.haii.
Had a real bad day.was s0 pissed with that 'b0y' ! omg.hes s0 s0 childish!he say me nvm.say my b0y!!!! Hmph.waliao.Then i went t0 the class t0 sc0ld Him.Then was really real angry! angry till i feel like bashing Him up! or even slap Him! but i didn't.c0s he was n0t XiaLan.well.if he was.I definately Will!! He stupid bab00n! i hate Him! CHILDISH thinking! waliao! 15 le still so childish.n0t i want0 say him.hes really bad.in DnT r00m.kept saying he n SiHui that 0ne that 0ne.omg.hes ruining SiHui's reputati0n.But.PLS la.im sure he d0n even have the guts t0 do it.c0mman sense rite.th0se hu keep bragging abt having d0ne b4 *** are th0se wh0 are childish! pls la!!! stop all ur acts la. i simply cant stand it! shut up b4 i smack ur face! n horhs.simply jus hate th0se 'act leaders' ppl.stop ur acting.i cant stand it pls.u guys simply r s0 irritating! d0n tink u r the 0ne.u might n0t be them.they are ppl hu jus simply think great 0f themselves.d0n tink ur english really that great.k.let me tel u.u r n0thing.

im n0t bad.im 0nly bad t0 ppl hu think great 0f themselves!
treat me g00d.i treat u well t0. gimme the first bad impressi0n.i'll hate y0u f0r life.

met my deAr after sk00l. bought my br0ther d0wn.JunZhao was there t00.then went t0 eat lunch.kekes.my br0ther.s0 cutee.kekes.hahas.
l0vee My deAr.l0ads n l0ads.kekes.

---->h0pe CherLyn Gets well s00n.---->
---->h0pe u'll be safe n happy always`s0kha`---->
---->deAr`Wo Ai Ni`---->

u re the man
wh0m i pledged My heart
t0 f0r eternity. //
ill always l0vee y0uu! <3
07.45 pm //

051004

2004-10-05T21:09:00.000-07:00

*kekes*
t0day arhs.went t0 sk00l as usual.Then was falling asleep alm0st every less0n.hahas.Mr.Shahul had s0me 0ther things t0 d0.s0.we had free peri0ds.Bud.had t0 d0 d0 revisi0n n s0urce based questi0ns.haii.

Hmm.Then after sk00l g0t chemistry less0ns.Then as usual.didn't pay attenti0n t0 wat she was saying.didn't understand a single thing she menti0ned.i was merely day-dreaming.hahas.omg.exams c0ming.still having this kind 0f attitude.hahas.g0ne case larhs. (._.)

After sk00l.Met DeAr t0 pei him g0 f0r his app0intment.Hmm.Then after that went t0 n0vena Square.didn't n0e wat t0 have f0r half lunch half dinner.hahas.s0.went Han's * yummy.Hmm.Nice.kekes.Bud DeAr didn't like the f00d he ordered.He 0rdered Black Pepper Chicken Ch0p.hmm.Me arhs.i 0rdered steak.Yummy*dr00ls* hahas.Lem0n tea.as usual.hahas.enj0y every m0ment spent with HIm!My Life is jus s0 sweet HAving Him by My side.i l0vee Him!! hahas.After eating.Went Gai Gai a while.Then pass by this shop.Sell th0se nice nice pendants.then can engrave th0se wordings n ur photos 0n it!! engraving wordings is ordinary.Bud can engrave pictures on it.l00k so nice! hahas.Then DeAr decided t0 buy f0r me.hahas.he t00k 0ut the ne0print we t0ok during 0ur 9*m0nths anniversary.then ask that Pers0n.That Pers0n is jus s0 p0lite.hahas.Hmm.Then we asked Him t0 engrave our pic 0n it.then behind engrave DeAr's chinese name.kekes.l0vee him.hahas.Then the result.s00 nice!! i l0vee that thingy!! hahas.alth0ugh it may l00k simple n ordinary t0 0ther ppl.But t0 me.its n0t jus a thingy.ok. its s0mething s0o s0 special n great// <3

i simply jus l0vee himm. <3

-----oh My.CherLyn is s0o sickk.haii.h0pe she rec0vers s00n.she t0ld me she gt gastric.but cant eat.thr0w everything out.aiyo.CheR arhs.mus take care oks? u'll be fine.u my PiePie lehs.kekes.Rem t0 take ur medicine n rest m0re! ('',) -----

0f c0s.i haven f0rget Her.h0pe shes safe n s0und.h0pe shes happy every n0w n den. im still missing you.im jus keeping it to myself.ok.
u re being missed by me every n0w n then.will Nv f0rget the happy m0ments we 0nce had.ii pr0misee.

*exams are c0ming.n im still s0 laggy.s0 lazy.haii.time t0 get d0wn t0 seri0us w0rk// * 2 m0re days t0 be exact.t0 my s0cial studies n english paper 1 // haii.

DeAr . ii l0vee y0uu .
u Re Jus So Preci0us
u Re jus My Everything
ii'll l0vee y0uu Till Da end 0f time
No Matter Wat //

09.06 pm -

041004

2004-10-04T16:24:00.000-07:00

t0day.Sk0ol was s0 b0ring.Bud was entertained during english less0ns.as usual.hahas.My class.very bad.really bad.hahas.haii.d0n feel like saying wat our class said abt Shi Siew.c0s s0 bad.hai.

Hmm.PiePie didn't c0me sk00l t0day.c0s she d0wn with gastric at first.then later with fever.aiy0.ke lian.sickk.h0pe she get well s00n.Get Well S00n Cher! (._.)

then was dismissd at 2.10.as usual.had 3 free peri0ds t0day.chinese test.sc0red only 61 mrks! h0w l0w can i get? tat's the lowest i've g0tten in my wh0le life!! omg.nv study.plus sickk that day.didn't hav da m00d.anyhow do.haii.

exams c0ming.s0 lazy.d0n have the m00d.still in da holiday m00d.hahas.hmm.sh0uld be getting my Lv bag t0day.maybe not.maybe a few days later ba.mus wait f0r my Uncle t0 return fr0m 0ther c0untries.hmmm.

miss my deAr s0 s0 much n0w.
hmmm. l0vee him l0ads//
.Wo Ai Ni.

u're the Guy
t0 Wh0m i Pledged My Heart t0
f0r Eternity //

u're Da Cause
0f y im Still
Livin In Tis W0rld

04.22pm
l0ving y0uu alwaysx`

041004 talking abt 031004

2004-10-04T15:25:00.000-07:00

*m0ment---03.10.04*

kekes.g0nna t0k abt yesterday's happenings.hmm.s0 fun.went Marina S0uth.ate seaf00d.yummy.nice.kekes.s0 many ppl went.dEar.me.Cassidy.JunZhao.SinTeck.Ivan.Ray.b0 Na0.ZhenYuan.H0ng Chuan.Angela.j0ycelyn.ShiXing.YuLi.XingYun.Diana.n s0me m0re.bud i d0n0 their names.kekes.s0rry.

Hmmm.Was really a fun day.Reach Marina at abt 2 plus.Met deAr at T0a Pay0h stati0n.Then t00k train there.Met them at the entrance.Then went t0 play p00l.Played with deAr.he Pei me play.then he w0n.as usual.then the next r0und.i w0n.c0s the black ball went in.by him.kekes.i w0n! hahas.Then played with JunZhao.hahas.he kept asking me t0 give him chance.kekes.he s0 sarcastic.hahas.(._.)then went t0 the arcade t0 Pei deAr.then went str0lling in the arcade.Saw this cutie d0nkey in the machine,that kind 0f mus put $ then catch th0se things inside de.s0 cutee the thingy!! kekes.Then deAr say he try t0 catch one f0r me.But it was really hard.C0s all th0se stuffs inside were placed nicely.n0t like th0se messy messy de.s0 clever.the 0wner.hahas.then tried 2 times.cant get it.then t0ld dear nvm.d0n catch le.kekes.l0vee him s0o much.hehes.s0 swee him. <3

Then ate at ar0und 6 plus. When all ppl were present.Then f00t the bill first.23 ppl.$276 bucks.kekes.Then went t0 f00d.t00k crab.chicken.beef.prawns.everyb0dy t00k didd things.then shared.Then DeAr Pei me g0 buy drinks.one f0r him 0ne f0r me.hehes.i l0ve him.kekes.Then cooked.decided t0 Fu Shi Him.hehes.let him sit d0wn n relax.i c00k.kekes.c0oked crab.chicken.l0ts 0f chicken.pork.prawns f0r him.hmmm.he say the prawns.chicken.pork n crab all very nice.kekes.d0no izzit make me happy.kekes.anyway.c00ked f0r him all th0se stuffs.os0 c00ked f0r Angela.b0 Na0.ivAn.
kekes.Then Angela 0s0 c00ked f0r me all th0se yummy yummy stuffs.thanks Angela! s0 sweet 0f y0uu.kekes.Then ate finish.t00k the cake 0ut 0f da fridge.then went t0 a nearby sp0t t0 cut the cake.then sang s0ng f0r SinTeck.then he made a wish.cut the cake.then made fun 0f him.like m0st ppl will do.kekes.beat him.17 times.c0s 17 yrs 0ld.then push th0se candles inside the cake.deep deep.ask him t0 use m0uth t0 take them all 0ut.hahas.ke lian.then XingShi s0 heart pain.hahas.i tink s0 larhs.

Then h0rhs.Cassidy wantes t0 smash the cake 0f his on JunZha0's face.Bud he didn't.c0s he say d0n waste.he wanana eat de.hahas.then after that.he went t0 smash the cake on SinTeck's face.n0t 0nly.him.And a few 0thers t0o.they chased him like as if he a criminal.hahas.then they came back.couldn't catch him.he run t00 fast le.hahas.then they b0ught th0se big big mineral water.they planned t0 splash th0se water onto SinTeck.Bud SinTeck t00 clever.he knew.s0 he t0ok the first step.he splash th0se water 0n Cassidy.hahas.then they ran.chased SinTeck street after street.hahas.so ke Lian.den finally.he g0t caught.then he was like squatting on the fl00r.s0 pathetic.hahas.like jus g0tten rape like that.hahas.aiy0.hahas.den crap l0ts 0f j0kes.s0 cute n fun.hmm.Angela.j0ycelyn they all were really nice ppl.friendly n nice.kekes.

after that.finish all th0se clearing up.then waited f0r a bus.it was abt 9.35 by then.Then t00k da bus t0 the Mrt stati0n.t00k train.JunZhao Alighted first.C0s he stay Jur0ng.Then sat with deAr,t0k t0k.kekes.Then rAy alighted at t0a pay0h.then us.Dear.me n XingShi.at braddell.Said Byebye t0 angela they all.everyb0dy.then walked h0me.Reached h0me then bath.s0 tired.hahas.walk wh0le day.h0pe SinTeck enj0yed.c0s his bdae mahs.yesterday lazy t0 bl0g.c0s t00 tired n lazy mahs.

.Fun Moments.
.i l0vee My deAr.
<3

031004

2004-10-03T22:45:00.001-07:00

t0day.SinTeck bdae.Happy Birthday SinTeck! kekes.

Jus reach h0me.went Marina s0uth.kekes.s0 fun! kekes.ate l0ts 0f seaf00d.hahas.like pig.0h my g0d.mus watch my meals.0n diet.kekes.
hmm.s0 tired.will elab0rate m0re abt t0days happiening tml.n0w g0nna sleep le.kekes.g00d nite.

l0vee my deAr.s0 much s0 much.
.Jing Shen Wu Hui. Wo Ai NI.

.aku cinta padamu.
kekes. ('',)

..cant live with0ut y0uu..
im s0rry if im s0 stubb0rn n bad tempered.s0rry deAr.

10.45pm

031004

2004-10-03T22:45:00.000-07:00

021004

2004-10-02T23:21:00.000-07:00

hmm.back.went t0 study with My deAr jus n0w.lalala.hahas.went bishan there.after studying.went swimming.as plannd.kekes.but i didn't swim.only them.hehes.them--->dEaR.Cassidy.JunZhao.SinTeck.Ray.B0 Na0.Ch0ngYang.they swim swim swim.hahas.so fun.alth0ugh i nV swim.but seeing My deAr playing s0 happily.i 0so happy.kekes.s0 fun.seeing them play.jus like kids.hahas.

watching them play s0 happily.I was listening t0 da mP3.at that m0ment.missed her.suddenly th0t 0f the happy m0ments we 0nce had.jus like wat i see in fr0nt 0f me when DeAr was playing s0 happily.
i miss Her.i really d0.then.my tear dr0pped.quickly rub it away.didn't want0 sp0il deAr's m00d.i was staring int0 space.listening t0 that s0ng by TwiNs *Lian Ai Da Guo Tian* s0 s0 nice.haii.miss her.d0no h0w she is rite n0w.w0nder if she eaten.w0nder is she happy.h0w i h0pe i can see her rite n0w.

shes a really nice girl. a really nice big sister t0 me.she takes care 0f me.shares my unhappiness n happiness.i'll Nv f0rget her.w0nder where she is n0w.in an0ther part 0f the w0rld m0st probably.

---->s0kha.when will you be back? 0ne year? 0ne m0nth? 10 years? ii really d0no.n i'll wait f0r ur return.Be it 1 year.10 years.ii'll Nv Eva f0rget youu.Nv will i f0rget h0w well u treated me in the past.ii pr0misee.

tml is SinTeck's bdae.Happy Birthday Sinteck!! tml g0ing Marina S0uth.eat.b0wling.billard.p00l.i tink s0.hahas.this is wat they planned t0 do.hmm.

-0h ya.Cherlyn b0ught me the cardigan le.hahas.s0 happy.s0 sweet 0f her t0 g0 Far East.t0 get that cardigan f0r me.c0s i have t0 study t0day.hehes.sweet Cher.kekes.s0 sweet!! thanks Pie!! hahas.i buy hot pink.Cher buy black.h0t pink n black.best match eva.hahas.*bleah*hahas.

My deAr s0 cutee.hahas.he cut his hair.hahas.l0vee him!! hahas.im crazy 0ver Him.hahas.0h my g0d.hahas. (._.)

s0kha--->waiting f0r ur return// pls take g00d care 0f urself // ('',)

.dydy me.im crazy //
*Jing Shen Wu Hui*
`i l0vee youu daRLinG` <3
11.17 pm

021004

2004-10-02T12:13:00.000-07:00

w0ke up in the morning at abt 11.25. its considered early le.hahas.Then deAr called me.t0ld me we meeting at abt 1 plus.then he n0w at the sal00n there.With JunZha0 cutting hair.hehe.

after study.then after that g0ing swimming.hahas.oh.im n0t g0ing t0 swim pls.hahas.wait becum black black.i d0n wan!!hahas.futherm0re.i only g0t bikini.d0n hav swimming suit.hehes.then better.i d0n swim.hehes.i miss the f00d there.yeahs.hehes.Then n0w waiting f0r my mum to c0me h0me fr0m the market.she is buying f00d f0r me.hehes.oh yeah.here she c0mes.kekes.0s hungry.*dr00ls* kekes.well.g0nna g0 eat le.eat finsh muz g0 bath.and meet my DeAr.miss him s00 much.lala.l0vee u dARLing. oh Ya.read PiePie CherLyn's bl0g.f0und 0ut that b0th 0ur b0y jeal0us.hahas.aiy0.deAr.we girl girl msg c0s g0t l0ts 0f things t0 talk as i t0ld y0uu earlier k? i msging a girl! n0t a guy lehs.kekes.d0n need jeal0us k? hehes. k larhs. g0nna g0 eat le.(._.)

deAr. ii'll always always l0vee y0uu.
`W0 Ai Ni`
`Jing Shen Wu Hui`

<3 y0uu.
12.13 pm

`My Anniversary Day Spent`

2004-10-02T01:33:00.000-07:00

hahas.so happy.jus came back fr0m my anniversary 0uting.kekes.so fun. met DeAr at abt 4 in the aftern00n.Went t0 his h0use t0 meet Him.Then decided n0t t0 g0 t0 places cr0wded.s0 decided t0 g0 j8. Then he wanted t0 watch thAt Jackie Chan m0vie.With SaSa inside!! hahas.if it was Pie Pie Cherlyn.She w0uld definately scream!! hahas.Reached J8.went Pasta Mania.s0 hngry.kekes.Decided n0t t0 be 0n diet t0day! hahas.Then after dinner.went f0r ne0print sessi0n.hahas.Was s0 funny.l0vee th0se pics.kekes.after ne0print sessi0n.went f0r the m0vie.That m0vie was s0 nice!!so funny and em0ti0nal.cried 3 times.hahas.SaSa s0 cute in that m0vie!!hahas.s0 t0uching 0s0.wahs.hahas.After watching the sh0w.Went MuJi.b0ught a wallet as a present f0r my dArLinG.hehes.black in c0lour.kekes.And al0ng with that wallet.ii 0s0 gave him stars stars in a b0ttle.i f0lded it with all my heart norhs.hahas.wr0te things ii wanna say inside every star.all different things.includes the date n time.hahas.br0ke 2 0f my fingernails.hmm.hahahs.all w0rth it.Bec0s its f0r him.hehes.ii l0vee youu DaRLiNg.Then DarLiNg b0ught Me a PiPi.kekes.A pink c0loured thingy.d0no h0w t0 describe.s0 nice.hahas.its by my side n0w(._.)kekes.

t0day arhs.DaRLing n Me pr0misee t0 save m0ney.kekes.save m0ney t0 buy s0mething f0r each 0ther.but its s0me s0rt 0f the same thingy.its the Addidas Jacket.Set my eye 0n it abt 4 m0nths ag0.hehes. the c0st $139.90. hehes.h0t Pink and black in c0l0ur! hmm.Then wat i g0nna bUY f0r DarLIng is 0s0 that Addidas Jacket.But its An0ther pattern n c0lour 0f c0s.hahas.hmm.d0n let me see an0ther pers0n habving that jacket! hahas.0r else i will g0 crazy.hahas.d0n like t0 have the same thing as pe0ple.hehes.thats why i hate c0pycats.n0 0ffence.kekes.we didn't want0 use 0ur parents $$.want0 save n buy f0r 0ne an0ther.hehes.at least.sh0ws the sincerity.hehes.

Hmm.PiePie msg me.t0ld me t0 buy the Cardigan.hahas.s0 cute.she bought the black c0lour.s0 i buying the h0t pink.then we can change n wear each other's.hahas.g00d idea.kekes.well.r0yal cr0wn cardigan.hmm.hahas.

hahas.My deAr sAid he jeal0us.c0s i always msg-ing with Cherlyn.hahahs.he arhs.0f c0s i l0vee him.and it will never eva change.aiy0.hahas.keep 0n msg-ing Pie c0s we g0t l0ts 0f things t0 say.hahas.kekes.d0n be Jeal0us larhs.ok? s0rry? hehes.(._.)l0vee you!

well.t0day.happy day!! hahas.d0 happy being with Him!! hahas.tml meeting Him again t0 study.4 days m0re t0 my first paper! hahas.haven even start.omg.hehes.still waiting f0r my uncle t0 pass my the Lv Bag.hehes.lalala.hahas
s0 tired n0w.hahahas.g0nna sleep s00n.g00d nite//

//ii'm always l0ving y0uu//
::Fen And Xin::
hehes*

.My Anniversary Spent.
.Always Remembered By Me.
.12.33 midnight.

::My Anniversary Day :: 011004

2004-10-01T15:18:00.000-07:00

01*10*04

My Anniversary!! hahas. so happy!!kekes. n0w in fr0nt 0f my c0mputer.thinking 0f wat t0 wear f0r later's 0uting with Him. hehes.im a fussyp0rk.kekes.hmm.s0 happy!! t0day is my Anniversary! hahas. 9 m0nths with him Le. this 9 m0nths. been thru thick and thin.g0ne thru th0se ups and d0wns.really glad.really glad im still with him.still being pampered n l0ved by him.
he's my 0ne n 0nly.

Jus n0w in sk00l. in the m0rning assembly. Pie Pie saw me.i saw Pie Pie.hahas.then she was like'wat happened t0 ur eyes?' she was s0rt 0f gesturing t0 me. hahas.then i was like.wanting t0 tel her.bud d0n0 h0w t0.using my movements? hahas.

i cried yesterday night. c0s i miss her t00 much.d0no where she is n h0w she is d0ing n0w.i was like.so em0ti0nal at that m0ment in time. 0r sh0uld i say has always been? haii. i confessed.im EMOTIONAL. i really am. haii. then u thought 0f Her. Then cried.Cried till eyes sw0llen.till i couldn't sleep all night. ii have this allergy.wheneva i cry t00 much.my eyes will be sw0llen. till the end 0f the next day. then i will n0t be able t0 sleep.c0s wheneva i cl0se my eyes.i start t0 cry again.and the pain c0mes. theref0re.im afraid 0f crying.And i hate crying.

Then t0day in sk00l.recess with Pie Pie.xuefen.HuiShan.Li Jing. c0s Pie Pie quarrell with Vikki.s0 she ask me acc her.hehes.s0 ask her j0in us.s0 funny.hahas.we're always talking all th0se nosencical(did i spell it wrongly?) things n craps.hahahas.so funny (._.) Then at the last tw0 peri0ds.it was. Acc0unts. Then decided t0 g0 t0ilet with Wenyi.c0s gonna fall asleep if i c0ntinue t0 stay in da class. then went with Wen.hahas.guess wat? Saw Pie Pie Cher.hahas.s0 g0t fate.hahahs.then we talk f0r a while bef0re g0ing back t0 0ur classes.hahas.after sk00.0ral.haii.d0n wish t0 talk abt it.was s0 difficult.i g0t l0ts 0f things t0 say.but didn't get the chance t0.Mrs te0 stopped me.n p0p me with th0se questi0ns.hahas.well.f0rget it.it's 0ver le.

t0day.im happy. But i still miss her.really miss her.i really d0.silently in my heart.
h0pe u'll be safe n i will pray f0r u everyday-----s0kha---- can youu see? haii
she can't . i n0e.

::`t0 Cher---take care larhs youuu..mus eat.0r else gastric oks? hehes.

well.t0day is my anniversary.im happy!! hehes. g0nna g0 bath n prepare le. shall end here.

i lovee youu my dear
May The m00n n Stars Be 0ur Witness.
My l0vee f0r Youu will Always Be s0 true.
ii'll Treasure this Relati0nship As And When Time g0es By.

l0vee u l0ts!! DeArie!!

01*10*04
My Day//
3.18 pm

::wAitiNg::

2004-09-30T22:33:00.000-07:00

t0 hEr:: ii'm still waiting f0r y0uu t0 c0me back GirL.

n0 matter h0w l0ng.ii'll still wait. ii'll Nv f0rget Da pr0misee u

made.we g0ne thru thick n thin. and ii'll Nv f0rget all this.

y0uu're n0w in an0ther part 0f Da w0rld.ii d0n0 wAre. Pls tAke g00d

cAre 0f Urself. ii'll Be Rite Here.Waiting F0r Y0uu t0 c0me Back.

Thinking 0f u and Da mem0ries We 0nce Had Makes my heArt cry. ii'm

crying.Can youu see? Will youu PLs c0me BAck.

::ii've Learnt t0 treasure everything ar0und Me. ii'Ve Learnt t0 Make d0 with Wat i HaB. And n0t demand anything m0re. ii w0uld Nv want t0 Taste that feeling 0f losing Ss0meb0dy preci0us t0 me anym0re. s0.i will treasure wat ii have n0w. ii will ::

i'm waiting
can youu feel
i'm crying
can you see

crying in my dreams
wishing tat you wud c0me back
when awakened
then t0 realise
everything is g0ne
u're still n0t back
u're still in an0ther part 0f da w0rld

wish apon the star
that you will be safe n happy

10.32pm

<3 my dear //

300904 `g0ing ` 011004

2004-09-30T21:49:00.000-07:00

s0 happy.tml.will be my 9 m0nths anniversary with my deAr.hahas.so

happy.0fficially is 7 m0nths.lala.l0vee him like crazyy.hahas.cann0t

live with0ut him.(._.)

all th0se pics that i t00k with Cher jus n0w in the aftern00n.She

will help me upload it.hahas.i s0 blur.cann0t get my way thru the

upl0ading 0f pics.hahas.luckily g0t Cher.kekes.

The pics s00 fair!! hahas.lalala.

waiting f0r tml t0 c0me.Can't wait t0 see him. And my Anniversary

Day. hahas.so happy.

Missing Him Right n0w//
<3 Him Always.
9.49pm

::Her:: 300904

2004-09-30T17:34:00.000-07:00

hahas.t0day.went t0 sch00l as usual l0rhs.s0 tired.the weather t0day is s0 so0 c0ld! luckily i b0ught my jacket al0ng.hehes.but PiePie f0rg0t t0 bring.She s0 forgetful.hahas.Then Mdm Jasmine t0ld us n0 oral f0r da first gr0up.c0s Mrs TEO 0n Mc.hahas.so happy.She betta n0t c0me anym0re.hahas.s0 happy.Then after sk00l.meet PiePie.g0 j8.c0s deAr had t0 g0 f0r that anti drug thingy.s0 meet Pie g0 Gai Gai.waited f0r her in sk00l.c0s Mrs Singh kept them back.hahas.Then finally she was released.hahas.Then went j8.walk n walk.hahas.then went t0 the t0p fl00r.d0 wat? naturally is.take ne0print larhs.hahahs.was s0 funny.the pics were n0t bad.hahas.funny.we were s0 white.c0s Pie did s0methinng t0 it.s0 we became so fair! hahas.kekes.then went Gai Gai again.while waiting f0r her B0y.Then we went t0 eat.Pie ate only.i'm 0n diet.hahas.went y0shin0ya.talked craps.hahas.fun.Then went Charles n Keith.Saw this pair 0f heels.h0t pink in c0l0ur!s0 nice!! hehes.then Pie wanted t0 buy that Pr0ject Sh0p Bag.Same as me.then we decided t0 bring it t0 sk00l once she bought it!kekes.walk walk walk.until abt 5.then decided t0 g0 h0me.she meeting her deAr.i g0ing h0me wait f0r my deAr 0so.kekes.Fun dAy! hahas.(._.)

Pie Pies //
::Missing Him::
5.34 pm

2004-09-30T07:17:00.000-07:00

Super Fair..haha

2004-09-30T07:16:00.001-07:00

MaNdy & ChErLyN

2004-09-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

dY dY & ChEr

2004-09-30T07:15:00.000-07:00

Pie Pie..

:: Anniversary ::

2004-09-29T21:35:00.000-07:00

kekes. hmmm. 2 m0re days! t0 my 9*m0nths anniversary with *deArie* !!

0fficially----7 m0nths* kekes.

l00king f0rward t0 tis day. DeArie said he planning t0 bring me t0 East C0ast. hahas.wahs.s0

happy.LaLaLa` (._.)

<3>

`::She:: 290904 `

2004-09-29T21:24:00.000-07:00

::Me::
n0w.staring at the c0mputer.thinking 0f wat t0 write.h0w t0 start.
She is missing her b0y n0w.She is.She truely is.
Well.t0day.She had a busy day.Had chinese test.She studied.But in the end.She s0rt 0f f0g0t
everything.g0ne case.There it g0es.All her 'Hardw0rk' . She Slept During english Less0ns.Was
really tired.She had chemistry practical after sk00l.She's really blur n stupid.She don't even n0e wat's shes d0ing.OMG. She really has t0 study hard fr0m n0w 0n.xams R c0ming.She is still lagging Far Farr Away fr0m her Classmates.Wat t0 d0? She's b0rn LAzy.

kekes.LalaLa.haahs.

s0 tired.t0day.Nv meet my deAr.c0s we were b0th tired.And it was like raining quite

heavily.d0n even have an umbrella t0 g0 h0me.Luckyily g0t Wen. She shelter me 0ut 0f the

sk00l. (._.) then arhs. went h0me.Slept.kekes.Zzzz. t0day in sk00l. Pie Pie mSg me.t0ld me she

bad m00d.She cried.Haii.Then tried t0 c0ns0le Her.Kekes.t0ld her n0t t0 be sAd.she's borned

cheerful! s0.She laughed.(in the msg) kekes.at least.at least i did s0mething g00d t0day.(._.)

Haven finish my ge0graphy Hmk.shits. kekes. Oh my g0d.tml! english 0ral! s0 unlucky.n0t

unlucky as in having eng 0ral.it's unlucky as in having mrs TE0 as my examiner!! oh my g0d.wat
r0tten luck! i n her arhs.g0t Shen Ch0u Da Hen.hahas.shes b0und t0 make me fail.will She?

hahas. Miss my dear s00 much! kekes. thinking 0f him every n0w n den. <3>

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`LaLaLa`
::She::
today. went t0 sk00l As usUal.so boring!! And guess wat? my class.0nly 14 ppl turned up? 11 were sick! hahas.so funny.then it was like so quiet.with0ut th0se peeps there making n0ise.hahas.Hai.w0rse part.after recess.0nly 8 suviv0rs left!hahas.0nly 8 0f us were left!hahas.s0 ke lian.//so many ppl sick..h0pe they will get well s00n.especially My dear frens. Wenyi.Linda.Meiyi.Lifang and th0se hu are sick!! Get well s00n oks? (._.)
today arhs. f0und 0ne m0re pers0n hu L0vess Me!! hahas.She is Pie Pie!! hahas// My cutie Cum Pretty Pie Pie.Hahas.She 0so f0und 0ne m0re pers0n hu L0vess Her!! LaLaLa.

After sk00l.G0t chemistry extra Less0ns.Haii.Then d0no wAt happened t0 Mrs.Loy.She s0rt of Nc sc0ld us.then Let us off eArly.0r can i say 0n time?? hahas.Then rushed h0me.c0s g0t t0 meet DeArie. Nida Pei him g0 f0r His app0intment. Had a really nice time with Him.Went Novena Square.Ate KFC.Then He t0ld me l0ts 0f things.l0ts of funny stuffs.At that m0ment in time.Sunddenly Realise.I cann0t d0 with0ut Him.i REally can't. L0vee Him l0ts.

Then DeArie Send Me h0me.My Mummie ask DeArie t0 c0me 0ver t0 my h0use TmL t0 hab dinner. She cook s0up f0r my deArie.eeya.*jeal0us*hahas.well.glad She d0tes 0n the guy i l0vee.thanks! hahas.Then DeARie had to g0 h0me t0 study.exams c0ming Le. haii. LaLaLa.

n0w:: missing Him Dearly.T0king t0 my Pie Pie.hahas.
shall end here. (._.)

Leaving My Mem0ries behind Here.
11.30 pm.
Always L0ving Youu <3>

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`LaLaLa`
hahas. woke up at around 11 plus. s0o tired. hahas.wahs.time really flies.sunday le.tml muz go sko0l le.so sian.lalala.hmm.yesterday went out with my primary sk0ol fren HengKhee.Went PS.Gai Gai.took neoprint.eeya.not really nice.kekex.that stupid girl ars. very cheeky de.hahs.well.she really has quite a few love problems.her boyfren ars.so BAd. hahas. k Larhs. hope everything g0es well f0r her n her guy Lorhs.h0pe her guy k0lly well n0es h0w t0 treasure her!Well. after that went to meet my DeArie. Reached my DeArie De hse.He n his cousin Ht playing the th0se s0ccer games again. as usual. hahas.DeArie n his cousin playing game. me? hahas.rot lorhs. hahas.no larhs.i log in friendster.see see.then HT asked me s0me s0rt of help him find his fren.s0 i find lorhs. hahas.den he was like so funny.hahas.t0k s0 much rubbish.hahas.after that HT went home. then me n dEarie went t0 his Grandma de hse eat dinner.then stayed there f0r a while.deArie de Fren, cAs n ivan called.then say they watching the show, Resident Evil at midnight. then they decided t0 g0 DeArie de Hse play the s0ccer game. as usual. lalala. s0metimes, i really w0nder,is the game really that interesting? i d0n even n0e h0w t0 sp0t wh0se team is wh0se,which player is which.hahas.i n0e.i very blur.hahas.they play game.i sleep.hahas.then at around 11 plus.deArie PEi me g0 h0me. deArie came t0 my h0use t0 see that Jackie Chan sh0w.n Shun Bian see the playgr0und fountAIn 0f my DAd's. hahas.that fountain.my dAd lArhs. make until like playground.all th0se toys inside.hahas.f0r my baby br0ther lorhs.kekes.k larhs. seems that i've t0k al0t.hahas.s0rry.i very talkative de..LOL..hahas.again.wanna thank PiePie f0r helping me with this bloggy.she has been really helping me alot with this thingy.hahas.thanks girl!

`-----> Thankew! PiePie //
`-----> LiNdA :: Get well soon oks? take care!
`-----> WenYI :: yOu t0o. d0n be sAd LE ok? u mUS take cAre of UrselF.sICk le. mUS rest m0re.h0pe t0 see u well s00n!
`----> yAn QIn :: tAke cARe 0f ursElf ok? sistErs aLwAys`
*`--->DeArie :: Lurvee ya L0tss !! cAnn0t Live with0ut u De lehs! hahas.thanks f0r being by my side always! i lovvee y0uu!!``

`+[DyDy ]+` L0vessHimm.
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haiis.. so bored.. DeAr went Queensway with his cousin. leaving me at home.. rot.. hahas.. yesterday.was my go0d fren, iRIs bdAe.. went J8 with her, cAssiDy, fRanciS n DeAr. Met at J8. t00k 0ur dInner.. *tie ban sHao* yuMmy..nice.. After dinner.. went to take neoprints// bud only cassidy,iris, deAr n me.. fRaNcis didn't wanto take.. well. suits him lorhs..(._.) then the 4 of us t0ok th0se cutie pics.. was s0 pissed with it.. muhahas..Fun.. we t00k n spend a l0ng time decorating th0se Pics. We nearly laugh our heads 0ff.. went Charles n Keith oso.. wanted to buy a pair of heels.. Walk around the shop.. walk n walk with iris.. cannot find s0mething that both of us like. So decided to walk on to other shops.hahas.then decided to watch ''White Chicks'' the preview..bought the tickets. show is at 12.25 kekex..still got a few hours before the show. so went to DeAr's hse.. cassIdy n deAr play all th0se soccer gAmes. iris n me? doze 0ff... hahas.. cos the air-con was blowing at us! ther furtherm0re we wearing contact lens. causing us to be so tired. hahas. slept f0r a mere 35 mins or s0. then DeAr waKe us up. gTg J8 for the sh0w. deAr stAy neAr j8. thAt's Y.. hehes.
`---b0ught a lip gloss at Watsons.Nail Polish.Necklace.
simply lurvess the necklace!!so nice!! midnight.. went to watch movie. the sneak preview of the comedy '' white chicks''!! So0 funny`` LalaLa.. show ended at abt 2 plus..took a cab. went home..with DeAr accC0mpAnying Me..LuCky G0t Him..0therwise..i wouldn't dare t0 g0 h0me al0ne.. hahas..
Ps: ThAnks ChEr!! (._.)

u'll nv be reaplaced//
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thanks Pie!! thanks for helping me with tis blogging thingy! lovee ya lotss!!
kekex.. well.. gonna meet my dear later.. miss him soo much..
Lalala...

u'll nv be replaced // my lovee// <3

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